{It's seen anyway and Maedhros tightens his hold on his brother, dropping a kiss to the top of his head. He has many regrets, and what he did to Maglor is at the top.}
Then I will bring a platter. And some food, perhaps we could all have dinner together soon? At the Manor.
{Maedhros will shelter his family as much as he can.}
Just as you cannot leave Ciel alone, I cannot leave Sansa alone. But perhaps, with the Earl's permission, we might both spend some nights at the Manor.
Mm. I would have come home, I promise... but Vincent is gone, as is Sebastian. I know Ciel is strong, but I dislike him being alone. I do not think he will mind if you do - he is kinder than he credits himself.
{Maedhros is content in the moment. He has his brother, and two sweet little Fire Lizards. Finno settles on his shoulders, nuzzling into his favorite nest, Maedhros' hair.}
This is late and I ask your forgiveness. I do not know quite how to apologize for my...silly...selfish behavior. As a child, I was...sheltered. I thought the world was in the palm of my hand. I rarely thought of anyone but myself.
Ah well. Spoiled you certainly were, but I cannot blame that on you, can I? And you were sweet, Sansa - the frightened youngling trying so hard to be brave.
Who else would you blame it on? (Her siblings hadn't been that way. Stubborn, hard-headed, yes, but not so self-involved as her.) I knew nothing. The songs I sang were silly mimics of reality.
Without knowing your family I would not know! There are many ways a child might become so. And you were young, Sansa, a dreamer. I would rather your dreams had stayed bright, rather than the cruel reality I know you had to face!
My family was good. If you met my siblings, you would see they have always been more like I am now. (Except for Arya, but she had been so young when last they saw one another.) Thank you, Uncle, I know you mean that from your heart. The sad part is, if I had not experienced my woes, Westeros would have killed me.
The One, they say, draws straight with crooked lines. Who can tell where their life will lead? I am grateful, Sansa, that as terrible as your road has been, that it was not without it's joy, and you have endured it.
I found my joy in Ruby City truly. I had none in the Eyrie except when I thought of reclaiming my home...Winterfell. But I do not even know the state of it; the castle could be a ruin.
[ Tonika has left a bouquet of flowers at his doorstep.
They're a shiny mix of gladioluses, larkspurs, irises, and statice, slightly iced over and therefore not destined for a long life. The footprints that would have led to his doorstep have dusted over in the snow, and therefore, the identity of the deliverer is completely unknown.
However, a single card says - From Kurama's Flower Shop ]
[ Maglor bends, surprised, for he had not thought that any would bring him flowers, and he smiles at the assortment, brushing the ice from them gently. In case the giver is nearby he raises his voice clearly, before turning to go back inside ]
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